WORRY is my middle name

Computing test tomorrow.

Should I be worried that almost everyone says it's hard?

Or I just stay calm and trust myself?

And head off to bed.

Can't decide which to choose.

But, ah well. Sticking with Option 1.

I do admit I'm a worrier (is this even a word?! O.O), worrying over every single little thing. But not worrying is kinda tough for me. When I do try relaxing, I feel I'm taking things too lightly and next thing I know, guilt comes rushing in cos I feel like I'm not doing anything much but lazing around.

Maybe I've got a brain problem. Wish there was someone who could fix me up. :S

And I should probably try sleeping early on school nights. Freaking tired during lessons. But nah, not used to it.

Ok. Now I see it. I DO have a problem. What's wrong with me?

On a not-so-tiring tone, I've found my new love. :)
PB&J toast ftw!!!
Well, there's still plenty of space (and forever will be) in my heart for chocolates, cookies and cashews. And they all begin with the letter 'C'!

Weekends are just around the corner. And why do I feel like I've just said this?
There goes another week. :(

Anyway, debate tomorrow and oh yeah am I participating. I'll be one of the most supportive spectators you've ever seen. :) :)

#77 days

Plain memories

I miss the times when I could sleep early. Long gone are the days when I had nothing but mere homework and occasional tests. Sometimes, I wish I could hit the rewind button. Pictures of my friends and I, chatting happily in class and not giving much crap of what's being taught till exams come still flash right before my eyes at times.

I miss my seat. The people I've met in school. My heavy school bag. And yes, you, who brought great misery to everyone in school.

I realise, I had more spare time back then. Now, the workload is nothing far from a headache. With so many things to do, I just can't decide on which to prioritise. Bad time management, I'd say.

Each time I spend time thinking of which to do first, I either waste time just thinking or, I end up doing a bit of everthing at once, instead of completing one and moving on to the next.

I hope by the end of this course I don't lose my mind. =.=

Speaking of memories, I miss my dog.



Hey there, buddy. You wagging your tail and you jumping about each time you see us are what I miss most about you. I miss patting you too, feeling the comfort of your smooth fur. We all know how much you liked that. :)

Lovely smile you got there.

I wish you never went away.


#79

Joy and misery

Not eating proper lunch made me lose 2kgs. :D

Well, not to say improper as in unhealthy. :S I simply wasn't that hungry. And I still haven't figured out why I didn't have the appetite to consume anything last week. Either it was the oats that made me full or it was merely stress.

On the slightly darker side of things, I've been having lots to do lately. The usual - assignments and tests. I'm sure this will linger on till the end of this sem. And finally, after I graduate from Foundation, back home is where I'll go!

After my first chem lab session, am I proud to say I haven't broken anything else! *phew

My agenda so far:

1) Chem test
2) Bio oral presentation (and not to mention preparation)
3) English oral presentation (about the course I plan to take + related contemporary issue)
4) AWL (again)
5) English essay (draft)
6) Computing test
7) Computing research assignment
8) Aussie Studies essay
9) English research report

My gosh. Didn't realise I had that many things to do till I typed it down. -____-
Oh, pressure, pressure... Bring it on!

#81 days to go

Heavy workload ALERT

Thank God tomorrow's the last school day of the week. One more test and this week is over!

Next week's gonna pretty hectic too.

1) Bio oral presentation
2) Chem test
3) AWL test
4) English oral presentation
5) Computing test
6) Draft of English essay

Haven't been eating right. No appetite. Which is weird. Hope it's nothing more than stress...

Hello, rain

Been raining since this morning. Was like no other I had experienced for the past 5 months I've been here. Almost like the rain you'd get in Msia. Rather heavy and windy, with no lightnings or thunders. ;) But, thank God for the lift Tim gave us. At least we didn't have to wait for the next bus, drenched in the rain.

Tomorrow, 3 lessons (Maths + 2 sessions of English). @.@

Laugh out loud

And you had to add our names on the duty roster. We've done way more than what was required of us.

I can't help but find this amusing.

Venture into the past

Had a small chat with a friend this morning. When he told me he went to visit our old school and that he missed the time all of us spent together, I nearly cried.

And when a friend posted as her status on Facebook, asking what are the things that we can't share, I answered ''We can't share the times that have passed which we failed to spend with each other."

It made me realise how much I miss the times I've spent with my high school friends. Not even a year apart and we're already missing each other greatly. I can't bear to imagine how it'd be like in years to come. Sometimes, I picture us sitting a huge round table, chit-chatting over drinks and home-cooked food, filling each other with those special moments in our lives, which we couldn't share with one another.

I'm pretty sure that will come. But, when?

#Thank God for Social Network Sites!

Of assignments and weather

I've no idea what's going on.

Pimples are popping out on my face. How absolutely depressing. Grr.
And the most interesting thing is... it's more concentrated on the right part of my face. Haha! But I've been drinking lots of water lately! :(

School today was okay. Except for the fact that I'm starting to my assignments flooding in. But none of them are due any time soon. :D Score!

So, let's see. Tomorrow, I'll be discussing with my friends on our group projects for Bio and for English, and I've gotta start doing some research for my oral presentation. Or I'll never start on them! @.@

Just checked the weather forecast for tomorrow. Apparently, it'll be really cold. Temperature ranging from 1-11 degrees, with a high frost risk. @.@ Just when we thought we've almost reached the end of winter, it starts raining and snowing at mount tops. And I've been preparing for spring! :(

Typically, winter here's from the months of June to August. Being mid-winter in July, at its peak, there was supposed to be more rain (or snow for that matter). That wasn't the case this year though. Many said that there was a delay in this year's winter LOL. Walked out of the hostel this morning to find bits of snow on the mount. XD Too bad, I couldn't touch it. Cos it was that far. :( :( :(

Anywho, getting late now. Time for bed! XD

Jiak!

I. Am. Craving. For. Msian. Food.

I want currypuffs so badly =( *pouts*
Haih.

Maybe it's cos I'm hungry right now. >.<
Haih, must tahan. Dinner soon!

So far, school has been quite ok. I haven't got mountains of assignments at the moment, so I guess it isn't too bad, right?

Had Bio and Maths today. Bio wasn't as bad as I expected. I mean, I prefer what we're learning this sem. Environmental Studies. Not specifically about animals or plants. These two just don't agree with me.

Well, I DO like animals. But I don't get why whatever I read about animals or plants in Bio barely stick in my brain.

Oh, and one thing odd is I'm studying Environmental Studies right? And I'm planning to take up Pharmacy next year. I don't see any connection. Do you?

Like, how would the population of this species affect the prescription of medicines? Hmm...
Well, thank God this sem's Bio is looking good. I pray I'd ace it!

*smiles*

First day of a new month

Tried going to bed early (12:00) this morning.
By 1:30 I was still awake. Like, seriously?

I lay in bed, with so many things running through my head.

For instance, I had plans of what I could do after I go back home. Meet up with friends, attend church choir practices again, learn how to drive (Yes. Unfortunately, I still can't drive. It's so sad you won't want to know more. =.=), gobble up Msian food, etc.

Also, I wanna cycle so badly >.< Haven't riden a bicycle in ages. Gonna have to start all over. :D And there are bikes in the hostel. Hmm, my hands and legs are itching to ride a bike again!

But first,
Mission no. 1 = Find out if I can use the bikes at all!

If they're free to use, I MIGHT cycle again. Haha.

Half a day has passed, again, just like that.

Grr. Say hello to a new Monday. Say hello to school.